Charge!

I am currently thinking of those successful people. People who have made it big in life. These people in their late fifties and early thirties. The thought of being someone at least of the same status of someone who is happy and as well as successful kept repeating over and over again.

First thing first, without doing anything won't make me any better then starting up with nothing. At least I have to start with something that I want to do and later be good at it and then progress to the next step and to make it big in whatever I am doing. Innovative and creative people are mostly the case of successful people because they are always cheerful and happy with a well off life due to their flying start to their career.

Well, there is not too much to stress about but to put everything in order. The thought that everything will turn out well is just going the opposite direction. I should not take those comments seriously because those are common comments. They are basically all the same. Those comments that will dampen one spirit to ever move another step. It is like traffic jamp. Your mind hardly move due to those comments and the only thing is to hit a nail into that numbness and to think about it as a case to solve. That should be the case and getting the rhythm flowing, I should be talking more to myself now and to keep the flow going until it comes a time where I get to gain my confidence in building up my speech and also to build the confidence.

The selfless defense I shall not bring up because it becomes more demoralizing and the more I stress on it the worst it gets and nothing on earth will ever change. Now is time to jump into the pool and waggle around so that I will get use to the water around me and soon to swim the wide ocean. I guess it is not too late and neither do I want to remain like this forever without giving in a try and knowing that such achievement can be succeeded while doing nothing is just a waste of time. No more wasting time.

Discipline is the most important factor in making my hopes and dreams a reality. If people can make it why can't I? Just have to start up those rusted bolt and move a gear forward. I think anything would do and by giving this personal morale support would just do the trick and it is for my own benefit and also personal self because it is such a waste knowing that those success can be achieved and not doing anything would be counted as waste.

I just have to spark the pluck. Open up to people. What will I lose? I do gain something by just opening up. The unknown shall be known. Now is just down to doing some homework and seeing people. Oh yeah!

25th November

This is pretty odd of me blogging about my daily routine. Not that I don't blog at all about what I do everyday but this is the start of what would be called my daily routine.

Today was like any ordinary day but pretty much latern due to my current state which is pretty much restless and dull at the moment. I hope all of you can just wait until I get my life back which is back to my normal self and also to be productive.

First thing first, really miss kicking a ball. Alright, this might sound a little out of proportion for a start. Yes, I really miss kicking a ball. I mean a game of futsal or anything that to do with my legs and a ball. It had been some time since I last had a game of soccer or at least futsal. Planning one game in December with my cousins if I could only get people to come.

In the morning, went to Pantai Hospital with my mum to visit my auntie who had just removed her uterus due to a strong pain in her uterus. She had just removed it yesterday evening.

The whole day was practically spend at the hospital. I guess my aunt is pretty much fine when I saw her. She was able to talk and also consume some food and water after a major operation.

The whole afternoon was spend on my bed, sleeping. Not until my mum woke me up to actually scan something for her to be send to her inbox. Woke up and helped her to do the scanning which was done using the public desktop in my home.

Went to pick up my brother who had his addmaths exam which ended at 4.30 pm. Soon after picking him up, went for a drink at one of the Indian curry house near my home. I had tosei masalah and a cup of teh ice and it was just nice to fill up my empty tummy.

My prepaid was expiring today (25th November), so I drove to the near by 7-11 outlet to get a RM30 docket to reload.

This is about it. Stay tune to more of my daily routine as soon as I have the time to blog.

My current state.

There comes a time in everyone's life where there is a rephrase that would turn out either way in the end. The end is left unsaid because I can't predict the true outcome but I only can so call forecast it.

First thing first, gone through three sessions of mental theraphy with my personal psychiatrist and the medication and also personal treatment turned out to be a positive response. I had an unstable mind before the theraphy and was in a state of mental exhaustion not until the theraphy with the specialist I am consulting.

Thank God everything is much better now and life is pretty much back to normal. My parents had been very supportive and now I am slowly nursing myself back to my normal self while still receiving medication and also mental consultancy from a psychiatrist. There are so much to catch up but I am taking every possible step to make up for those lost time.

Another stressful thing to think about is getting a fix job and a steady flow of income. Since I have lots of time to think about it, most of my time now is looking over the internet on Jobstreet.com for a job. Knowing that the economy and political agenda in the country is not at its promising state, I am just testing my lady's luck to get into an industry ad get myself up and running again. This is my main priority now as I have a responsibility in refunding the loan I have borrowed during my university days and also other future responsibility. Luckily now I still have my parents around but I am still thinking of the long term and the future.

I guess I am no where near independence. I don't hold much responsibility but I know sometime down the road, the task of being responsible will come into place. It is better to think now instead of later when everything would just fall out of place due to the lack of time. Since I have the time and resources now, thought of giving it a go so that the future will not be bleak and life would be much easier when time comes of independence.

Since I am much of an introvert in my younger days, topic such as being socialy approachable is not something that would come easily but I know I have to try to mix around because no island stands alone. Not that I don't have any friends but guess it is always the fear factor which causes those friendship to fail. Well, the only advice that people can give is just to mix around and to join social groups. It is not too late since I am still young and I am still very much mobile which would be a good time to know more people and to gain my social pedigree.

The following issue would be very much my health; physically and mentally. A healthy body has surely a progressive mind. Out of complecency and also lack of exercise, my mind is kind of clocked up which was an advise from the psychiatrist whom I am currently consulting. The blood has to be circulating and the only way is through exercise. It is preferably to do so in the morning so that the mind and the body will have enough oxygen flowing to keep the mind and body active and healthy.

There are so many things to get on with and by opening an account which will kick start this hopeful process would take time and efford and also discipline which I myself got to uphold to have a meaningful and fruitful life. Having the support is definitely not good enough but there should be strict regime to follow to see fruitful results.

Michael Buble - "Haven't Met You Yet"

A song which have been playing on the radio for sometime now. Fully load the video and enjoy this song by Michael Buble titled, "Haven't Met You Yet".

It is those nights where I just can't close my eyes.

No matter how much I try to sleep, the feeling of getting up was emminent.

I guess it must be the consumption I had before. Let me recall. Nothing spicy or at least harmful that prevent me from taking a rest.

Guess it must be the tea with milk which I just had in the evening with my dad and brother. I had roti pisang and some tosei masalah. I only can draw a conclusion that it must be the cup of tea I had earlier. That really isn't the case, I just can't sleep.

Alright, shall not cry over spilt milk but prefer to see what I can do to recover and to rejuvanate for the following day while I am depending very much on my instinct. There are so much to plan and to meet datelines. ~Pooofff~

The Message.

This is going to be a post where everything is explained and defined. Other events might just take place or occur which the author himself do not want misunderstandings and also heartaches to take place while knowing that it was just those tiny little glitches that had caused great grieves to some.

The real message don't really get through most of the time and it will never. The chances of these messages getting abroad is 0.01 of the whole. It is good as losing. Why? The author shall not be naive and just aspect for things to happen while knowing that putting in minimum amount of afford will lead to nothing but pain and disappointment.

The author really salute those who put in a minimum amount of afford but getting the whole pie and yet knowing that everything is going to be just fine. Not recently. After some medication and also consultation, there is less hope and also light to guide the author into producing or at least lead a normal life for the time being. The passive self is still lingering in the mind and it has to go, maybe soon but not now.

Just read a post, posted up by someone close, very close. The person is also facing some sort of delusional syndrome which the author assumes that there is something not right at the other end of the post written by another author. Stop, pause, just saw a Persian cat walked past the hall way and hope it is nothing to do at all about the feelings and emotion felt by the other person whom the author had just read.

Well, the message is sort of clear now. No replies. No anticipation. It was useless to the point of wrecking everything which had once before started. The point of meeting is also entangled plus there is no ray of light in having a conversation or at least a phone call. The author just find it pointless or useless no doubt a call won't harm a bit to either party. Guess not.

The strength is boiling up. The author feel it is kind of unique now plus way different then months or years before. Those school-boy errors or mistakes are preventive now. It only boils down to standings now. Gees.

Mistakes of the Past Haunts

errr..

enuf of the politiking n eat iz ti me 2 do re mi da hard work.

a loot of ti me wasted. ti me o ff.

trou ble co me, trou ble erra di cated.

full stopping.

The Letter.

My heart kept telling me to send her a wired mail.

I did.

Full-stop.

One represent all, All represent One.

Simple calculations, in order for one traffic to flow, everyone must be moving.

The mission is clear but some ears are not hearing.

Unity stands for something to work. Unity that is.

This mission is a complicated one but I have seen it from the group during the previous outing and the author fully understand it. Action time.

Go ahead to those who have a mission in mind. Take your first step and finish the course. To those who have their own ability, I understand you are using it for a good course.

Time to hold fast to the truth and to be unite with the hell girl.

Charge!!!!!

Baby Me no More.

Now a baby is projected. Adoi.


Source: Google (Baby).

BABY in the making.

Trust me this is not a matter of life and death. It is a matter of life and dignity. Confidence is back but so much homework to be done and it is goin g to take some pain and exercise.

Geees, looks like the company here has drop some value..1.00 to 0.40, time to boost up.

Shall not REPEAT my old self again.

The previous post are for those who are still lost; if you are really lost?

It is because I was once lost.

I shall never repeat them again; ever and ever.

Lost & Found.

No One Gets Left Behind.

No matter big or small, old or young, no one gets left behind.

There are two fruits. They gave birth to three seedlings. The two fruits used to get along and bring their seedlings to a place where there is a fountain and a garden of peace and strength plus love and care. As time passes by, one of the fruit had to run the errands and stopped going to the place with the other fruits.

Here is something that is seen not possible by the rest of the other fruits but just seen by one of the fruits. This fruit is trying its best to make things work and at the same time gain a thing or two.

The morale of the story, no matter small or big, things can be done or solved if we put our mind into it and also to plan out for failure. It might be selfish to some but that is how the fruit thinks, it is about doing the right thing and also not giving in to remarks and also short comments given by man out of their short sightedness.

In life, there are many problems but there are many solutions to those problems and sometimes it might appear to others as an answer but it is actually not the case, that is why there is a program called MYOB (Mind Your Own Business). Weapons of mass destruction was made due to ego and also pride of man which appears to be the only solution when there are many other solutions in solving a matter or problem without causing harm and also shame to other people.

There are many walking newspaper around today. One can either listen and then forget about it or get involve and become insane. The crackers that I ate a moment ago has still got its feelings but looking at the bright side, at least this crackers kept my stomach filled for the time being before I dispose it. Well, learn in financial management, Rubbish in; Rubbish Out.

Note: This post is best served for its good intention while any discretionary is solely by the reader itself.

Silence Day.

Silence!!!!!

A cry for silence.

Silence

Many were dead due to noise. Silence. Let's support this day with silence. Do you want to get shot by a sniper?

Think before acting. Do you use your feelings or guts?

Expired Milk, Any?

Give me a bottle, I want to trap this expired milk and place her into the oven. Crying out loud. You think you can bribe me and spoil me, no way you expired milk. Milk are meant to be drank fresh and clear and there came this expired milk that make my stomach upset. My head now is spinning due to the expiry content of the milk.

Well, expired milk are at the point of extinction soon. Good gracious. The dignity and pride are soon to be prevailed. The milk just can't be still for the time being plus I know you are so expired that you can call me female and I don't care since man have equal rights to shout out their feelings too. Here goes nothing but expiry dates plus it taste so sour.

Oh no, having a headache now. A deep one due to my reaction and also thinking. The sum I am suppose to solve is giving me the creeps. Why expired milk? Why must it be the topic and now I have to bare with it. Apologies to all readers.

Maybe I should do something else that inspire me and make this another function for me to solve and to come out with a solution so whenever I encounter with expired milk again, I shall be ready. Ready to face the sourness from expression and also stomach cramps.

This is going to be the most sour post that I shall put up and yet I don't want to spoil the beautiful scenery of this blog. There is one thing good, I can blog whatever here and yet feel unsafe, but all I know I have done justice to myself and also to whosoever is sour in taste. Any expired?

Velocity question.

Here is a question on velocity.

The velocity of a given speed is constant, what is the outcome?

A. It is null.

B. It increases.

C. It decreases.

D. No idea.

My least Favorite Song.

Yellowcard - Only One

Click here

Enjoy the long weekend.

I DON'T see it all.

My friends and close friends call me old. Yes, I feel kind of old myself. It is a blessing.

There is an element or in scientific terms a chemical in the heart which will trigger pain. In general terms, it is called as jealousy and strife. In actual fact, there is nothing but general terms given by man. These unwanted social issues can be eliminated if one uses their brains to think before reacting.

I am going off topic for the time being, those who have a kind and compassionate heart will most likely have daughters. In scientific terms, due to the genetic architecture, there is a missing element during the build up to the cell that causes the outcome to be otherwise. Those man who do hard-work and also lots of thinking will have baby boys compared to girls. Observation have shown and the hypotheses is proven that it is true.

I have friends whom are lawyers and they always tell me to be careful and not to offend the other party if not the consequences would be bad. I kind of agree with the following statements. There is actually no evil but short sightedness of mankind which brought to all the havoc on earth. There are no races but only people. A lawyer's friend of mine once told me, the place we will end up after death is very much determined by the number of good and bad deeds we do on earth. I feel kind of doubtful at times because there are people who have the same faith as me but making use of their power to gain the better of man. Clueless.

My doctor once told me to eat well, sleep well and also eat lots of greens. Less meat. My doctor who just pass away recently due to old age advised me to do so but I have ignored his advise and today I find it very true. We are born with healthy cells but due to our negligence, we end up with cancer and other sicknesses.

The historian buddy of mine once told me, it was because of our forefathers ignorance that brought to who we are today. Yes, because of their mistakes it has infected us and we can do is to change them. I usually drink sake with my buddy who is no longer around with to share the grieves written in historical books.

But the only word I can say, VANITY IS VANITY ALL IS VANITY.

Here are two plug-ins from YouTube. The first one is a group from Philippines and the second is from another group.

First video.




Second video.




Fully load both videos and enjoy them.

Cheers.

Current Mode 001

Amboi,

A great sigh.

So many projects to complete. So many chicks to hit. Time is just so little for a free man like me. The most interesting part, I am making my brains work. Great.

Living in a multi-racial country, get to taste and feel different cultures yet knowing they are all the same. Everyone work towards one goal, making the world a better place to leave in.

I prefer to leave work behind and now experience the life I am blessed with. It would be interesting. I shall have not doubt.

Never to Fall Again.

Stupid.

Everyone is stupid. That makes everyone the same. Stupidity is a noun.

Above is the feminine part of the term sexology. The other half is explained below.

The brain is a versatile object. It is difficult to be explained but to be seen at the final outcome. The word stupid is far beyond crap. Rubbish.

Shit. Shit comes out from the anus. Almost everyone comes out from the butt accept for a few, which is directly from the stomach. Mouth? None presumably. Most of us are brought into the world through the same path where our biological father placed their penis into. Logically, what goes in must come out. The processed shall not be discussed here. Those who are interested to know more, head for google search engine.

A man only realize their true capabilities when they go through life. I did it. Fear is the only factor which makes a man so mundane. No fear.

Gosh, never to fail again. Here is a note, don't take the above material seriously if not you are heading for a mental break-down. Cheers.

The Fire.

When I was a little child, my parents used to tell me not to play with fire.

When I grew older, fire was used to provide light.

Then when I was an adult, fire was a hazard, destroying buildings and other items.

Well, there are times where I just feel like ending my life like how Heath Ledger did to himself. Consuming piles of cocaine. Lighting up a cigarette and joining my friends in pain. Yet again, I can't.

I used to dislike bitter-gout and now I kind of love it. Then came the recipe of frying it with flour. It taste great. Honestly, I don't quite know what is it in that vegetable. It has made me a monster.

The author shall be someone who has no feelings, strings attached to him for every purposed done on earth. A soul who don't belief what is written in books. A story teller for the purpose of satisfying no one. Does whatever he is suppose to do. Confess to his death girl and tie the knot with her. Finally, to the ground.

Just Free Your Mind.

Why God gave man brains?

Before I answer this question, there are a few categories of people in the world today.

Category 1

These group of people are a rare breed. Not to mention, latent. They are the ones who use their brains for a good course and they are successful in life. They are always disturb by the next group of people but they don't care. These are a few perfect souls.

Category 2

These group of people are opportunist, they take people for granted. They have the brains but too sorry, their acts shall not interfere with the 1st category because the people around the first group are strong. This people are close to trouble makers.

Category 3

This group of people are the worst trouble makers. But yet again, some are just doing it for the fun of making the weak heart wonder off into a gloomy day. This people use their brains to create havoc intentionally or unintentionally.

category 4

This group should be annihilated. They are the biggest trouble makers.


The four groups above consist of the people around us today. They are subsets of each other which make out of a space called earth. In other words, all four categories can make up a person. In this case, it is not so bad but the only trouble comes to either one of them which is bad, which consists of category 2 to 4.

The fire is our friend when it is small and it becomes our enemy when it is big. Water should be splash every now and then so that the fire doesn't grow any bigger.

With a little care and love, these unwanted consequences would at least not have taken place but it doesn't mean it won't happen. Just that the effect is lesser. One should communicate with another and tell the other person honestly of what he or she feel and think instead of backstabbing.

This answers the question above, "Why God gave us brains?"

Yeah, people should learn to unwind. Guess most of us who are successful would have an idea of what I am trying to say. Relax. But focus. The only thing impossible is going to space.

Uhmmmm...uhmmmmmmm...

Unsung Hero.

The other day I was eating a slice of pizza. The taste was so awful that I felt like throwing up. The recipe was all out and the Italian taste was a mess. It was the only time for me to fill up my stomach so I had no choice but to go through that misery of facing the consequences.

There is a saying that goes like this. We give back what is given to us. To me, I am less bothered. Needless to say, it is not very healthy to do so and the scale might be bias.

Today, there are blocks and blocks of concretes placed everywhere. The virtual and in reality. The only time those that get through are those super natural ones. The rest would just be another talking matter to them. Those implications are just a subset to me, I don't care a bit at all.

Hero is a BIG word while zero is something that no one wants to be at. The category in today's subtle environment is a bit off due and it is much better to be untouched. The truth, the real hero doesn't always published themselves, they are the one who remain sober. No one wants to spill the beans out of a million drug addicts, do you?

The other time I was at the fruit store. There was this tray of grapes. The promoter at the near by counter approached me. The grapes looks fresh. I was without my glasses that time. The promoter was very promising in her words describing the bunch of grapes. I decided to try them. Plucked one seed out of a branch. The feeling of great sourness was deep within my trout. The next moment my stomach was upset. I didn't really say much but replied in a positive manner. I said it was good. Not to upset the promoter, I left.

The above matter is something that is out of our control. The final outcome is for us to draft out.

Conversation is Equally Important.

Let me go astray for a while. Yes, communicating is equally important but with a degree of discreetness. In fact, if one is already used to such implications, conversation becomes less and actions increase.

To me, I still prefer deep and long conversation. It provides me with life and strength because of signs and indications that the other party or group are in a fairly well condition.

I am not in the position to say this but through conversations with elders and also wise man, speeches are inclined while seeing and hearing should increase. With time and practices, all three senses would ignite to become a common function.

The thought is an important function. Some might be blessed with healthy thoughts in the beginning but in the end being corrupted. There is where conversation comes into the picture. We communicate with each other so that the entangled path becomes straight and the understanding grow. Recently, I was sounded by my cousin of the same age, she told me to have constant communication with Him and also people around who are of the same thought of the one above.

Mix around with the right people. Admit and change. It takes time to be rock solid and a person of good values. A habit has to be formed while time is the only resting factor to answer a well rounder. Shall not ignore, afford.

A new Chapter.

I am not blessed with anything but I am blessed with time. Time is all I got to walk this dreadful path. Every step is a test.

Forgive me, first thing.

Being young and vibrant, many mistakes have been made and as I grow older, it gets clearer. Life is not for me to judge but for me to go through. I may offend many and at the same time have made a few friends along the way. This is much of life.

Now it is just to walk that path. The path of smoothness with patchiness. The child in me is gone and now a new me, an adult. No matter how much I would like to turn back time, it only runs forward and it is only wise to change.

It's time to kick-start that new chapter, called ADULTHOOD.

Brief Article on Malelogy.

Here is something that most males should know. Okay, real males and not those sissy ones. The short term is "glooming".

Food consumption is important. You don't want to accumulate fats, don't you unless you want to be Tom the Fatty.

Drink lots of water. If possible, plain water. Carbonated drinks should be consumed at minimum levels.

Get good pair of shoes. A man is judged by his footwear. Here is a clue, ladies look at the type of shoes a man wear to see what personality they have.

Dress to kill. You don't have to get those expensive ones, go with Polo t-shirts.

Get those well-to-do moisturizers and cream for your face. To reduce sweat and also acne.

Brush your teeth in the morning and evening after food. Clear your mouth with Dettol or Listerin.

Yes, of course exercise. Take on weights but don't over-do on the muscle mass. Run or jog around the garden or on the trade mill. Stretch your legs and arms once in a while.

Last but not least, put on a smile.

Manchester United 2009 Asian Tour - Malaysia

Ticket Collection & Redemption.

Went to 1 Utama hoping to get free tickets and training passes. Have been collecting the coupons from 1st July to 7th July. 7 cut out coupons.



11th of July, went to 1 Utama, Studio V to get the tickets. The crowd was promising the time I reached there. In fact, the first person camped over night. There was only 500 tickets given out ranging from RM 308, RM 68 & RM 58. Only collected the training passes.





Manchester United cap with the training passes.



Match Day - 18th July

Got the ticket only on the day of the match itself. Thanks to my auntie for sponsoring the tickets. It was the RM 98 ticket. Entered the green gate entry.

Met three of my cousins and a friend.

We set at the 2nd tier. The view was perfect. The stadium was filled with the yellow and black plus Red. Shall be posting some pictures soon.

Huh?

Here is a typical family man who wanted to get a Sports Utility Vehicle (SUV) for trips to the mountains or the beach.

The guy walks into a Ford showroom down town.

He was approached by a sales man and he was shown a variety of options and models that he can choose from. They finally decided on a model.

Below is the conversation.



SM -Sales Man.

F- Father

SM: Sr, you have made a wise decision by choosing the Ford Everest. It comes with a V8 engine,
230 hp and it has 7 seats which just perfectly for you family of 5 kids and your wife which
includes you.

F : Yes.

The sales man gets to the next room to get the pricing and the other charges.

SM: Here you go Sr, now it comes to the challenging part, the book price of the car is $160,000,
the tax is 10 percent of the price, which is $16,000 and another $6,000 for registration and
logistics.

There was a five minute silence. Two man were starring blankly at each other. Finally....

F : This is a little bit of my budget. Can the price be re-arrange?

SM: No.



This can be very embarrassing and unhelpful.

Normally, the guy who voice out first after a statement is made, loses. Think of ways that the buyer and seller can gain the best out of each other.

Questions to God.

I was reading through my inbox and I received a mail from my uncle, Richard. I would love to share it with all of you.

The e-mail was a slide show.

It was about the blessing from above.



I asked God...

I asked God to do away with my vices.

God said, "No".

He further replied,

"It is not for Him to take them away but it is for us to resist them."

I asked God to complete my body.

God said, "No!"

He further said,

"Your spirit is complete, but your body is only temporary."

I asked God to give me patience.

God said, "No!"

He added,

"Patience is a by product of difficulties and it is not given but learned."

I asked God for happiness.

God said, "No!"

He further reinstated.

"I give blessings but happiness comes from us."

I asked God to free my pain and sorrow.

God said, "No!"

He said solemnly.

God said, "No!"

He sympathetically replied.

"Sufferings brings you far away from this world and nearer to me"

I asked God to make my spirits grow.

God said, "No!"

He replied,

"You have to grow by yourself but he will prune us to bear fruits."

I asked God for the things that let me like life.

God said, "No!"

He replied boldly,

"I will give you life so you can enjoy all the things in life."

I asked God to help me love the others like He loves me.

He then replied,

"Finally son, you got the whole idea of this conversation."

Sagano with Family Members.

On the 10th June, invited my auntie from Melbourne, Australia to Sagano. She arrived here with her immediate and extended family members for a weeks break.

We went Japanese that day. =)






















Enjoyed the tepanyaki set while having a rush with the tempora and other buffet servings.

10 secrete RULEZ.

This is what the Almighty gave to Moses to the Israelites. In order for man to remember, God gave us 10 fingers. First four is specially for God, and the last six are all for man.

Brake one, you break all.



1. Thou shall have no other Gods. (He is a jealous God)

2. Thou shall not make or worship any graven images on land or sea.

3. Thou shall not use God's name in vain.

4. Keep the sabbath Holy.

5. Honour thy father and mother.

6. Thou shall not kill.

7. Thou shall not commit adultery.

8. Thou shall not steal.

9. Thou shall not bare false witness.

10. Thou shall not covet thy neighbor's property. (Oi, don't steal my wife)



Deliberately break these rulez, prepare to visit the place of eternal death of fire.

Reference: Exodus 20

Episode 1.

There is no better place to voice out all those social issues then to blot it out right here. Well, blogs are personal possessions of an individual and a place to voice out what is in one's thoughts. Please, don't be "keh poh ci" which means busy body in simplified Cantonese. Yeah, just feel satisfied and be human when every time I voice myself in this corner.

Humans are complex creatures. The author doesn't feel the slightest of complication between another human but somehow complexity came into the author's thought just like a virus. I am not any better in handling any of those complicated issues such as people and their life, money matters which thank God it doesn't apply to me and other things such as complicated relationships and so on. A question always pop in my mind, why do humans need to be complicated for even the smallest issue such as making decisions on buying food. There is no more meaning in life and then comes the disconnection of one's relationship or even bridling a simple conversation. There isn't a need to make things complicated, do we?

Sometimes, I feel a total stranger from the planet earth. It doesn't really matter to me by the way. I've got a few friends who are just willing to hang about without any fuss. At least to strike a proper conversation if that is the case. In general, people will just come out with shallow conclusions such as giving tags to people, such as the word "weird" or "alien". Christ sake, what are these people trying to say? Anyway those statements doesn't border me anymore because life becomes irritable and not smooth once this issues are being analyzed. The only thing that one can do is to improve in certain things such as their well-being and appearance; such as dressing proper, being neat and also presentable to society and other then that, it is filth and very much into the recycle bin of the brain.

Maturity is something that I've read about recently. It is pointless if it is only said without any actions done. The most essential part in life is to focus in what is best and to learn to forgive as many times. A bit of common sense is also useful. People commit suicide because they are not strong enough or lack of support while they are facing such challenges in life and that is why they give up and the easiest way out is by hanging themselves or committing first degree suicide by cutting their wrist or jumping down from a cliff or building or bridge. Every individual have their own level of tolerance and that is the whole reason why close friends or family members should recognize each family member's behavior. This is no laughing matter and with a little domestic help, it might strengthen that family member's way of thinking and there won't be any mishaps such as committing suicide or self infliction.

Society today is loving themselves more and more. I shall not elaborate any further. A little help is only a nuisance to them and they have their own problems to solve. The feelings of "I am feeding this stranger information which shouldn't be told" is a common to everyone and projects such as 1Malaysia and etc don't really work out properly and it is just a legacy endorsed. Pretty nonsense. Like the Chinese group, teochew say, "Ka ki ku ka ki" is very common in today's society. I shall elaborate the meaning, it means "taking care of own self completely". To come about it, yeah, why take the trouble to help another where they can use their brains to think and to solve their own problems. There is an oxymoron in narrating this issue and it is not an easy topic to tackle or to even talk about. Most of the time, people will go briefly about issues pertaining about this issue. Example, they will talk about this person's life but then leave the topic hanging and go to another topic. As mentioned earlier, the topic about charity and also lending a helping hand has its limits. It is quite true, people have brains and they have hands and legs, they should know how to take care of themselves.

The thought of relying on other people is long gone. Today, middle aged groups are saving enough money for their old age and those who have children, they are ready for the empty nest once their children are all big and able to support themselves. Talking about supporting oneself, it is always the case of 'rat race' and there are always talks which somehow test the patience, skills and knowledge of one person. There is no reason one cannot support himself or herself. Okay, getting out of topic, back to supporting oneself when they reach an old rightful age. Yup, people are well informed and educated today. Making a future investment is common. Guess, our parents and other parents or folks have come to their senses. Why do I need to go through all those troubles such as in-laws head-to-head which is related to dog and cat fight domestically. Many at times, we as humans, we do not look at the bright side but instead put the blame on issues that supposedly not to be brought up at all. It is in fact very one sided but come to think about it, we need help at one point of time or another and it is definitely not nice to ask from someone you have a long term grudge? The answer is perfectly clear, no. I mean no is a common answer in the real world today which only in fairy-tales where marriages are pre-arranged.

This can go on and on without seizing but again, these sort of issue is better to be solved privately. Life would be dull without these issues in fact because then everything is perfectly sailing and flawless which is something unusual and strange. Anyway, welcome to the chapter called "Life".

Big chips.

Uncle Sam!, please provide me with some of your wealth. Show me your valuable assets, money.

It is very normal for one to look for money. Money is not bad. Only the covetousness of money leads to evil doings. Trust me, money alone had brought hardships to people and families. What is wrong with society? Ignorance prevail.

The money market seems ever heated up. Without any doubt, money is easily transferred by just a click of a button. Another method would be getting to a near by bank to do some transfer of currency to another country or state. The viability of technology really makes ones life extremely easy. The only complication part is making sure that the money is transferred safely with some form of warranty.

In the soccer world today, the transfer of funds is liken to the act of drinking water. The huge amount of money is making the transfer market a crazy place to burn some cash. Mad. Insanity. The rich clubs survive and the other unfortunate ones just have to stick to their current squad while there isn't any room for improvement, not to mention purchasing good players. It is definitely insane. This is something that the FIFA should look into to encounter this bias deed. Transfer quota is one of the methods to curb this vain act. Another option is to limit the transfer figure to two players a season.

Seriously need a stimulus package. Trying on every method to pond that $$$. Ahahaha. Never been to those money making talks but roughly got an idea of coming out with a model that will make money even during the downturn. Applying something which I have not learn in university. (".)

Shall sit down at one corner and draft out a few models. Sure to tear and crumple a few sheets of paper and finally to come out with the best model. Sigh.

Short update to Broga Hill, Semenyih.

This event took place on the 4th of July.

Received an invitation in facebook to visit this place, which was in fact a hill located in Kajang. The name of the hill was Broga Hill. The dawn of July the 4th, waited at my secondary school to pick up two bargers and was expecting to see more people but they some how couldn't turn up in the end.

Left the garden at around 5.30 a.m. Drove my old but handy and useful Iswara. Brought along my ever useless gps. Well, it was silent all the way just showing the names of the highways and roads that we were traveling on. It wasn't at all useful.

Took the highway to Sri Petaling. Traveled further and was heading for Kajang and also Johore Bahru. The journey wasn't that long when we had to travel on the trunk roads to get to the place.

Sincere apologies for not being able to show any photos. First thing, we were lost like lost souls. Luckily the signboards were clear and not misleading. We followed the signs leading us to Semenyih.

The hill is located near to a rabbit farm. The path leading into the foot of the hill was one hell of a bumpy ride. Pity the chassis of my sedan. If only I can contact the authorities, I would recommend that they fully resurface and tar the road where parking is concern. Out of desperation, we parked at the roadside near by the entrance to the hill.

You'll get to see Nottingham University on the way up. The smell of rubber was strong. Heard near by was a rubber estate and a factory which manufacture rubber materials.

We brought along our torch light and also some snacks. The foot of the hill was a bumpy one and further we climbed, the steeper it gets. A few meters up, we had to go through a rocky path. Not long ahead, we reached an area where there was a land-scape of a waterfall and the walking path becomes narrower and narrower.

At that point of time, my body and legs became heavy. There was a lot of pressure and the most screwed up part was I didn't have anything in the morning. My stomach was empty. Sat on a rock and started to get restless. My other two friends were still on their feet but I had to give up. They didn't continue with their quest to reach the first phrase of the hill and they pulled back.

Jin Aun helped me with the supply of food and also with some water. Rested for at least 10 minutes due to the pressure and also tiredness, we later decided to call it a day and urgent down again to the foot of the hill. It is even more challenging going down the hill as some techniques have to be applied and the steps are different where the direction of steps are more side-by-side footing.

We took about 5 minutes to get down and when we were almost reaching the foot of the hill, it was already bright day light. There was a drink stall near by. Ordered a can of 100 plus to revitalized myself.

We changed our sweaty clothes and headed back to Kuala Lumpur. Went to Kuchai Lama to have breakfast. Ordered dim sum and a cup of milo ice. Headed home and had a good rest. Slept the whole afternoon.

Gary and Jin Aun decided to head up there again, this time prepared. Wait for the second part of Broga Hill. Stay tune.