The Message.

This is going to be a post where everything is explained and defined. Other events might just take place or occur which the author himself do not want misunderstandings and also heartaches to take place while knowing that it was just those tiny little glitches that had caused great grieves to some.

The real message don't really get through most of the time and it will never. The chances of these messages getting abroad is 0.01 of the whole. It is good as losing. Why? The author shall not be naive and just aspect for things to happen while knowing that putting in minimum amount of afford will lead to nothing but pain and disappointment.

The author really salute those who put in a minimum amount of afford but getting the whole pie and yet knowing that everything is going to be just fine. Not recently. After some medication and also consultation, there is less hope and also light to guide the author into producing or at least lead a normal life for the time being. The passive self is still lingering in the mind and it has to go, maybe soon but not now.

Just read a post, posted up by someone close, very close. The person is also facing some sort of delusional syndrome which the author assumes that there is something not right at the other end of the post written by another author. Stop, pause, just saw a Persian cat walked past the hall way and hope it is nothing to do at all about the feelings and emotion felt by the other person whom the author had just read.

Well, the message is sort of clear now. No replies. No anticipation. It was useless to the point of wrecking everything which had once before started. The point of meeting is also entangled plus there is no ray of light in having a conversation or at least a phone call. The author just find it pointless or useless no doubt a call won't harm a bit to either party. Guess not.

The strength is boiling up. The author feel it is kind of unique now plus way different then months or years before. Those school-boy errors or mistakes are preventive now. It only boils down to standings now. Gees.

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