My current state.

There comes a time in everyone's life where there is a rephrase that would turn out either way in the end. The end is left unsaid because I can't predict the true outcome but I only can so call forecast it.

First thing first, gone through three sessions of mental theraphy with my personal psychiatrist and the medication and also personal treatment turned out to be a positive response. I had an unstable mind before the theraphy and was in a state of mental exhaustion not until the theraphy with the specialist I am consulting.

Thank God everything is much better now and life is pretty much back to normal. My parents had been very supportive and now I am slowly nursing myself back to my normal self while still receiving medication and also mental consultancy from a psychiatrist. There are so much to catch up but I am taking every possible step to make up for those lost time.

Another stressful thing to think about is getting a fix job and a steady flow of income. Since I have lots of time to think about it, most of my time now is looking over the internet on Jobstreet.com for a job. Knowing that the economy and political agenda in the country is not at its promising state, I am just testing my lady's luck to get into an industry ad get myself up and running again. This is my main priority now as I have a responsibility in refunding the loan I have borrowed during my university days and also other future responsibility. Luckily now I still have my parents around but I am still thinking of the long term and the future.

I guess I am no where near independence. I don't hold much responsibility but I know sometime down the road, the task of being responsible will come into place. It is better to think now instead of later when everything would just fall out of place due to the lack of time. Since I have the time and resources now, thought of giving it a go so that the future will not be bleak and life would be much easier when time comes of independence.

Since I am much of an introvert in my younger days, topic such as being socialy approachable is not something that would come easily but I know I have to try to mix around because no island stands alone. Not that I don't have any friends but guess it is always the fear factor which causes those friendship to fail. Well, the only advice that people can give is just to mix around and to join social groups. It is not too late since I am still young and I am still very much mobile which would be a good time to know more people and to gain my social pedigree.

The following issue would be very much my health; physically and mentally. A healthy body has surely a progressive mind. Out of complecency and also lack of exercise, my mind is kind of clocked up which was an advise from the psychiatrist whom I am currently consulting. The blood has to be circulating and the only way is through exercise. It is preferably to do so in the morning so that the mind and the body will have enough oxygen flowing to keep the mind and body active and healthy.

There are so many things to get on with and by opening an account which will kick start this hopeful process would take time and efford and also discipline which I myself got to uphold to have a meaningful and fruitful life. Having the support is definitely not good enough but there should be strict regime to follow to see fruitful results.