Blessing in Disguise

Lo, the author breath in new life. Never was he totally in control of his life but after all the hurdle and upsets, he has matured into one strong block. Thou shall not tumble him down. No more. No doubt the waves may come again but now he is much stronger to withold the current.

Everything happens for a reason. This is an old saying. It is true. The author can't deny the fact that some things are just mend to happen for the sake of knowing it and also learning and becoming stronger from the past. It is a long story which the author might not narrate everything due to time and also privacy.

First thing first, the true love has gone stale. Too many disposal. Never again to believe in such feelings. Not that the author has no feelings but all those feelings have been piled up with lots of burden. He has come to his logic, something which doesn't work at all will never work or worth spending time. The author prefers for it to come naturally.

The knowledge in this world is abundant. There is too much to learn. It applies to any subjects. The author feels ackward when others feel bored. Recently, the author had been pciking up photography skills. There is so much to learn in this subject. Adjusting the exposure and the brightnest of the portrait. There are different outcome for each settings while playing around with the settings through trial and error really does magic. A picture tells a million words.

Recently, there are many things running in the author's mind. It is like a disc running furiously in a player. The author's hearing becomes sharper and more sensative. Listening to the sounds around really gather much information but some are at its disposal. There is too many things and sometimes there are some information which is void. Everything is considered information. The brain can only take in a given amount of information and those information which is baseless are discarded. Those information might be a waste product if not discarded and the mind which is a powerful tool will interprate those wasteful products and the mind will wonder away from the main course and people will lose their focus.

Losing to your devil causes death slowly. Never bow down to yourself. No one will harm you but you yourself. Most of the time, the devil comes from the individual. This is call at war with your own soul. There is a good and bad side in everyone but letting the bad side get to you is something dreadful. The courage of gaining that little confidence definitely bring fruitful outcome. The author has gone through dramatic situation where he let his devil loose. Through spiritual blessings and also teaching will set straight your soul. The entanglement of the soul is caused by strife, sadness and also worrisome. All this is through experience of the author with self rectification.

The steps to growing up is not direct. There is no one fixed way. The most important is expressing yourself well. Letting out those dreadful moments. Some prefer to ignore but some prefer to share it. This is part and puzzle of growing up. Who say life is boring, huh?