I DON'T see it all.

My friends and close friends call me old. Yes, I feel kind of old myself. It is a blessing.

There is an element or in scientific terms a chemical in the heart which will trigger pain. In general terms, it is called as jealousy and strife. In actual fact, there is nothing but general terms given by man. These unwanted social issues can be eliminated if one uses their brains to think before reacting.

I am going off topic for the time being, those who have a kind and compassionate heart will most likely have daughters. In scientific terms, due to the genetic architecture, there is a missing element during the build up to the cell that causes the outcome to be otherwise. Those man who do hard-work and also lots of thinking will have baby boys compared to girls. Observation have shown and the hypotheses is proven that it is true.

I have friends whom are lawyers and they always tell me to be careful and not to offend the other party if not the consequences would be bad. I kind of agree with the following statements. There is actually no evil but short sightedness of mankind which brought to all the havoc on earth. There are no races but only people. A lawyer's friend of mine once told me, the place we will end up after death is very much determined by the number of good and bad deeds we do on earth. I feel kind of doubtful at times because there are people who have the same faith as me but making use of their power to gain the better of man. Clueless.

My doctor once told me to eat well, sleep well and also eat lots of greens. Less meat. My doctor who just pass away recently due to old age advised me to do so but I have ignored his advise and today I find it very true. We are born with healthy cells but due to our negligence, we end up with cancer and other sicknesses.

The historian buddy of mine once told me, it was because of our forefathers ignorance that brought to who we are today. Yes, because of their mistakes it has infected us and we can do is to change them. I usually drink sake with my buddy who is no longer around with to share the grieves written in historical books.

But the only word I can say, VANITY IS VANITY ALL IS VANITY.

Here are two plug-ins from YouTube. The first one is a group from Philippines and the second is from another group.

First video.




Second video.




Fully load both videos and enjoy them.

Cheers.

Current Mode 001

Amboi,

A great sigh.

So many projects to complete. So many chicks to hit. Time is just so little for a free man like me. The most interesting part, I am making my brains work. Great.

Living in a multi-racial country, get to taste and feel different cultures yet knowing they are all the same. Everyone work towards one goal, making the world a better place to leave in.

I prefer to leave work behind and now experience the life I am blessed with. It would be interesting. I shall have not doubt.

Never to Fall Again.

Stupid.

Everyone is stupid. That makes everyone the same. Stupidity is a noun.

Above is the feminine part of the term sexology. The other half is explained below.

The brain is a versatile object. It is difficult to be explained but to be seen at the final outcome. The word stupid is far beyond crap. Rubbish.

Shit. Shit comes out from the anus. Almost everyone comes out from the butt accept for a few, which is directly from the stomach. Mouth? None presumably. Most of us are brought into the world through the same path where our biological father placed their penis into. Logically, what goes in must come out. The processed shall not be discussed here. Those who are interested to know more, head for google search engine.

A man only realize their true capabilities when they go through life. I did it. Fear is the only factor which makes a man so mundane. No fear.

Gosh, never to fail again. Here is a note, don't take the above material seriously if not you are heading for a mental break-down. Cheers.

The Fire.

When I was a little child, my parents used to tell me not to play with fire.

When I grew older, fire was used to provide light.

Then when I was an adult, fire was a hazard, destroying buildings and other items.

Well, there are times where I just feel like ending my life like how Heath Ledger did to himself. Consuming piles of cocaine. Lighting up a cigarette and joining my friends in pain. Yet again, I can't.

I used to dislike bitter-gout and now I kind of love it. Then came the recipe of frying it with flour. It taste great. Honestly, I don't quite know what is it in that vegetable. It has made me a monster.

The author shall be someone who has no feelings, strings attached to him for every purposed done on earth. A soul who don't belief what is written in books. A story teller for the purpose of satisfying no one. Does whatever he is suppose to do. Confess to his death girl and tie the knot with her. Finally, to the ground.