Episode 1.

There is no better place to voice out all those social issues then to blot it out right here. Well, blogs are personal possessions of an individual and a place to voice out what is in one's thoughts. Please, don't be "keh poh ci" which means busy body in simplified Cantonese. Yeah, just feel satisfied and be human when every time I voice myself in this corner.

Humans are complex creatures. The author doesn't feel the slightest of complication between another human but somehow complexity came into the author's thought just like a virus. I am not any better in handling any of those complicated issues such as people and their life, money matters which thank God it doesn't apply to me and other things such as complicated relationships and so on. A question always pop in my mind, why do humans need to be complicated for even the smallest issue such as making decisions on buying food. There is no more meaning in life and then comes the disconnection of one's relationship or even bridling a simple conversation. There isn't a need to make things complicated, do we?

Sometimes, I feel a total stranger from the planet earth. It doesn't really matter to me by the way. I've got a few friends who are just willing to hang about without any fuss. At least to strike a proper conversation if that is the case. In general, people will just come out with shallow conclusions such as giving tags to people, such as the word "weird" or "alien". Christ sake, what are these people trying to say? Anyway those statements doesn't border me anymore because life becomes irritable and not smooth once this issues are being analyzed. The only thing that one can do is to improve in certain things such as their well-being and appearance; such as dressing proper, being neat and also presentable to society and other then that, it is filth and very much into the recycle bin of the brain.

Maturity is something that I've read about recently. It is pointless if it is only said without any actions done. The most essential part in life is to focus in what is best and to learn to forgive as many times. A bit of common sense is also useful. People commit suicide because they are not strong enough or lack of support while they are facing such challenges in life and that is why they give up and the easiest way out is by hanging themselves or committing first degree suicide by cutting their wrist or jumping down from a cliff or building or bridge. Every individual have their own level of tolerance and that is the whole reason why close friends or family members should recognize each family member's behavior. This is no laughing matter and with a little domestic help, it might strengthen that family member's way of thinking and there won't be any mishaps such as committing suicide or self infliction.

Society today is loving themselves more and more. I shall not elaborate any further. A little help is only a nuisance to them and they have their own problems to solve. The feelings of "I am feeding this stranger information which shouldn't be told" is a common to everyone and projects such as 1Malaysia and etc don't really work out properly and it is just a legacy endorsed. Pretty nonsense. Like the Chinese group, teochew say, "Ka ki ku ka ki" is very common in today's society. I shall elaborate the meaning, it means "taking care of own self completely". To come about it, yeah, why take the trouble to help another where they can use their brains to think and to solve their own problems. There is an oxymoron in narrating this issue and it is not an easy topic to tackle or to even talk about. Most of the time, people will go briefly about issues pertaining about this issue. Example, they will talk about this person's life but then leave the topic hanging and go to another topic. As mentioned earlier, the topic about charity and also lending a helping hand has its limits. It is quite true, people have brains and they have hands and legs, they should know how to take care of themselves.

The thought of relying on other people is long gone. Today, middle aged groups are saving enough money for their old age and those who have children, they are ready for the empty nest once their children are all big and able to support themselves. Talking about supporting oneself, it is always the case of 'rat race' and there are always talks which somehow test the patience, skills and knowledge of one person. There is no reason one cannot support himself or herself. Okay, getting out of topic, back to supporting oneself when they reach an old rightful age. Yup, people are well informed and educated today. Making a future investment is common. Guess, our parents and other parents or folks have come to their senses. Why do I need to go through all those troubles such as in-laws head-to-head which is related to dog and cat fight domestically. Many at times, we as humans, we do not look at the bright side but instead put the blame on issues that supposedly not to be brought up at all. It is in fact very one sided but come to think about it, we need help at one point of time or another and it is definitely not nice to ask from someone you have a long term grudge? The answer is perfectly clear, no. I mean no is a common answer in the real world today which only in fairy-tales where marriages are pre-arranged.

This can go on and on without seizing but again, these sort of issue is better to be solved privately. Life would be dull without these issues in fact because then everything is perfectly sailing and flawless which is something unusual and strange. Anyway, welcome to the chapter called "Life".